Mabel Hall shoved her suitcase into the hallway and, for the first time in ten years, felt a flicker of freedom.
Mabel, are you mocking me? the voice seethed. Thats the third time this week youve done this!
The shop assistant stared at her with thinlyveiled irritation. Mabel stood at the till, cheeks flushing, then paling, clutching a crumpled note shed handed over for the fifth time.
Sorry, but my husband only gave me thirty pounds for groceries
Only!? the assistant snapped, arms flailing. Youre fortyfive and you act like a child! He gave you permission!
Mabel tried to explain, but the assistant cut her off. Ive got a queue, love. Stop fussing over what you can buy with thirty pounds. Grab something and get out of my way!
Mabel grabbed a loaf and a pint of milk, paid, and bolted out. She leaned against the wall outside, breathing hard, tears threatening to spill. She forced herself not to crynever in public.
That evening, Simon came home from work in a sour mood. Mabel met him in the hallway, holding his briefcase.
Simon, dinners ready. Ive made the meatloaf, potatoes
Fried stuff again? he grimaced. My stomach cant stand your cooking!
You asked for the meatloaf yesterday
Yesterday I asked! Today Ive changed my mind! Is it that hard to remember?
Mabel fell silent, lowered her head, and slipped into the kitchen. Simon plonked himself into the armchair in front of the telly.
Wheres the money? I gave you four hundred in the morning!
It was thirty. You gave me thirty.
Dont argue! I know how much I gave!
Fine, thirty, Mabel said, not wanting a fight. I bought bread, milk, butter. Here are the receipts.
Simon snatched the slips, squinting at them.
Bread for fortyeight pence? Why so pricey?
Its regular bread, Simon
Regular costs thirty pence! You overpaid! Youre wasteful!
Mabel bit her lip. Another argument over pennies, another day of the same old battle.
It hadnt always been like this. Theyd met at work. Simon arrived as the new managerhandsome, confident, successful. Hed taken notice of Mabel, started courting her.
Emily, youre charming. Fancy a coffee after work?
Why not?
Just no work chat. I want to get to know the real you.
He was smooth, showered her with compliments and flowers. After two failed romances, Mabel was eager for a fairytale. Simon seemed perfect.
They married quicklysix months of dating and they were husband and wife. Mabel thought shed found her destiny.
The first months were blissful. Simon was attentive, caring, though occasionally hed drop odd comments.
Lena, that dress is too bright for you.
I like it, shed say.
Its garish. Wear something grey instead.
She changed her wardrobe to please him.
Soon his criticism turned to the kitchen.
The soup needs more salt.
The meat is tough.
The salad is odd.
Mabel tried harderbought cookbooks, watched tutorialsbut Simon always found fault.
Then he suggested she quit her job.
Why work? I earn well enough to support us.
But I enjoy working
Your pay is pennies! Stay home, tend the house. Our home is a mess, the food terrible. Do it properly.
Mabel gave in, resigned, and became a housewife. At first she liked the slower paceno early alarms, everything at her own rhythm.
But Simon turned the home into a prison. Daily inspections, petty critiques.
Why is there dust on the shelf?
Why isnt the shirt ironed properly?
Why is lunch at one oclock, not twelvethirty?
Mabel ran around, trying to satisfy an impossible standard.
Money was the worst weapon. He gave her a fixed weekly allowancethirty, at most forty poundsand demanded a ledger for every penny.
Where did the twenty go?
Bought a bun.
A bun? We have bread at home!
I wanted something sweet
The money isnt endless! Next time ask permission!
Permission. An adult woman forced to ask her husband for a bun.
She tried to find work, attended interviews, but Simon always sniffed them out, sparking fights.
Youve got nerve, wanting a job! Wholl clean the house then?
I can manage both.
You cant! You do everything halfheartedly! Your place is the home!
He barred her from friends, claiming they corrupted her.
Agnes wants a drink with me on her birthday.
That slut? Shes been married three times!
Shes my friend.
Friends? They keep wives in line, not out of it! Youre not going!
Mabel stayed away. Invitations stopped, friendships faded.
Agnes kept trying.
Lena, whats happened to you? Youve vanished!
Just busy.
Busy? Youre stuck at home! Lets meet for coffee!
Cant, Simon wont allow
Forget Simon! Are you in a cult?
Maybe she washer house, her husband the guru.
Years passedfive, seven, ten. Mabel became a ghost in her own home, moving silently, speaking softly, avoiding the light. The only things that kept her afloat were secret books, latenight TV when Simon was at work.
One afternoon she walked to the corner shop, picking out vegetables, when a familiar voice called her name.
Mabel? Is that you?
She turned. It was Agnes, her longlost friend, who hadnt seen her in eight years.
Agnes
Good heavens, you! Where have you been? Ive called, texted!
Im sorry. Ive beenoccupied.
Agnes studied her, eyes narrowing. Mabel, are you alright? You lookpale.
Its fine.
No, it isnt. Youve lost weight, you look withdrawn. Whats going on?
Mabel tried to deflect, but Agnes grabbed her hand and pulled her into a nearby café.
Sit, talk, and dont argue with me.
Mabel confessedenough to paint the picture of constant control, the petty money battles, the endless scrutiny. Agness face grew darker.
Thats domestic abuse, Mabel. Psychological.
What abuse? He never hits me.
It doesnt have to be physical. Hes breaking you down, controlling every step.
Maybe hes just demanding.
Demanding! Hes treating you like a servant! Are you a person or a robot?
Human
Then why let him treat you that way?
Mabel had no answer. Love? Duty? The love was long gone; only habit and fear remained.
What if I leave? Where will I go? I have nothing!
You have yourself! Find work, get a place!
At fortyfive, who needs me?
Youre an accountant! Youll find a job. Let me help. I have contacts.
Agnes kept her promise. A week later she called with a leada junior accountant position at a small firm, decent salary, flexible hours.
Go to the interview. I spoke to the manager; hell take you.
Mabel went, lying to Simon that she was just at the shop. The interview went well; the manager, a kindly man in his fifties, looked over her résumé.
Mrs. Hall, why the gap?
Family reasonshome, husband
I see. You have good experience. Could you start next Monday?
Absolutely!
She returned home buoyed, feeling a spark of joy she hadnt known in years.
That evening Simon trudged in, eyes glued to his phone.
Simon, we need to talk.
What about? he muttered without looking up.
Ive got a job.
Silence stretched. Simon finally looked up, anger flashing.
What did you say?
Ive taken a job. Accountant. I start Monday.
Without my permission?
Im an adult, Simon. I dont need your permission.
He lunged, face twisted.
Youre wrong! Im your wife! You must ask.
Ive already signed the contract.
He shouted, Youll quit tomorrow!
I wont.
What?
I said I wont! Ten years Ive endured your control, your nagging! Enough!
Youre revolting? he snarled, grabbing her shoulders. Who are you without me? I feed you, clothe you!
You give me thirty pounds a weekbarely enough for bread and water!
Youre greedy!
Greedy? I havent bought new clothes in five years! Im in rags while you splurge each month!
I need to look proper at work!
I need to look proper too! Im a person!
Simon raised his hand, but stopped short, turning and storming out, slamming the door so hard the windows rattled.
Mabel stood trembling in the kitchen, knees buckling, but a strange lightness filled her. She had spoken her truth for the first time in a decade.
On Monday she walked into the office, Simon silent, not even a farewell. She felt the unfamiliar thrill of autonomy.
The office was a new worlddesks, colleagues, tasks. She felt out of place at first, but gradually settled, recalling longforgotten skills, learning new software.
Her coworker, Iris, a woman her age, became a friend.
Lena, hows it going? Managing okay?
Trying. Ive forgotten a lot over the years.
No worries, youll catch up fast. Ask if you need anything.
A month later her first paycheck arrivedtwentyfive pounds. To some it was peanuts; to her it was a fortune. She held the envelope, eyes wide, feeling the weight of earned money.
She went to the shop, bought herself a bright new cardigan, decent groceries, even a small cakefor no reason at all.
Simon saw the bags, his brow furrowed.
Whats all this?
Groceries. And a cardigan.
Whered the money come from?
I got paid.
He rifled through the bag, pulling out the cardigan, sneering.
How much?
Fifteen.
Fifteen on a rag! Wasteful! I told you to save!
These are my money. I earned them.
Thats not yours! Were a family, everythings shared!
Then yours is shared too. Lets split it.
Simon fell silent, realizing hed been outmaneuvered.
Fine, do as you wish. From now on youll pay for your own food. I wont give you a penny!
Perfect, Mabel said, smiling. I will.
He stormed off, slamming the door. She looked at her new cardigan, the groceries, and finally let herself smile, genuinely, for the first time in years.
Months passed. She grew into her role, friends at work, evenings at the local pub, weekend cinema trips. Simon muttered about those women, but could no longer control her.
One night, after a late shift, Simon, drunk and furious, confronted her in the hallway.
Where have you been?
At work.
Youre lying! Youve been seeing someone!
Who would I see? Youre drunk, go to bed.
Im not drunk! Youre cheating! Admit it!
No one! Let go of me!
He shoved her; she hit the wall, pain flashing through her. She stared into his rage and knew staying would only bring more bruises, more misery.
Thats it, she whispered, voice steady. Enough.
What do you mean, enough?
This marriage is over. Im leaving.
Where will you go? You have nothing!
I have a job, I have money. Ill rent a flat.
You wont survive a week without me!
I will.
She retreated to the bedroom, opened her suitcase, began packing. Simon watched, bewildered.
Youre serious?
More than ever.
Dont be foolish. Where will you be at eleven?
At Agness. She said I could stay.
Your friend?
Shes not a slut. She helped me when I was at my lowest.
Mabel zipped the suitcase, grabbed her coat, and headed for the hallway. Simon lunged, grabbing her arm.
Wait. Lets talk.
Theres nothing left to say. Its over.
Lena, Ill change. I swear.
How many times have you sworn? Twenty? Thirty?
This time Im serious!
No. You never see the problem, so you cant fix it.
She ripped his hand free, flung open the door, and sprinted down the stairs.
Lena! Come back! Youll regret this!
Maybe, but not the way he imagined. She burst onto the street, October wind biting her cheeks. She stopped, inhaled deeply, and felt truly free for the first time in a decade.
She called Agnes.
Agnes, can I come over? Ive left Simon.
Come right now! Im waiting!
Agnes wept, listening to every detail, offering comfort.
Lena, finally! Im so proud of you!
Its terrifying, Agnes.
Its scary, but youll manage. Ill help.
Mabel stayed with Agnes for a week, then moved into a modest studio flat of her own. No one dictated her meals, her sleep, her TV choices. Freedom tasted sweet.
Simon called in the early weeks, begging her to return, promising change. Then he threatened.
Youll regret this! Youll end up alone!
She blocked his number, cut off all contact, fearing the pull of old habits.
At work, colleagues noticed the change.
Lena, you look refreshed!
Really?
Yes, your eyes sparkle, you smile more.
She began caring for herselfnew haircut, manicure, brighter outfits.
A month later her boss offered a promotion.
Mrs. Hall, the senior accountant position is opening. Would you consider it?
Me? Ive only been here half a year
Youve proven yourself fastresponsible, quick learner. What do you think?
I accept!
Her salary rose to forty pounds a week, a substantial jump. She moved to a larger, sunnier flat, painted in pastel tones, filled with fresh flowers and cosy textilesa space she owned.
A year after the split, she ran into Simon by chance on the street. He looked older, hunched, a stray beard.
Lena
Hello, Simon.
How are you?
Fine. And you?
Married again.
Congratulations.
Thanks, but its not working.
He lingered, hoping for coffee, an apology.
Perhaps we could have a coffee? Talk?
No, thats not a good idea.
I just wanted to say Im sorry for everything.
She saw the faint remorse in his eyes, perhaps finally understanding.
Apology accepted. Take care.
She walked on, never looking back, the past left behind.
Now, more than a year after shed set her suitcase by the door, Mabel sometimes remembers those ten oppressive yearsthe fear, the belief that staying was safer than leaving. She realizes that being alone isnt terrifying; its liberating. She breathes fully, lives for herself, no longer bending, no longer fearing.
Loneliness still visits, a quiet melancholy, but its a gentle ache, not the suffocating dread of the past. She has new friendscoworkers, Agnes, even a kindly new acquaintance, Arthur, in his fifties, who asks politely, Are you married?she answers, No, divorced. He smiles, Would you like to join me for a film this weekend, just as friends?
She nods. Why not? She decides herself. Whether it becomes romance or remains friendship, it matters less than the fact that she now chooses.
That choicefreedomis the greatest gift shes given herself.
When Mabel finally pushed Simons suitcases out the door, fear gripped her, the world seemed empty. Yet life only began then, full, bright, and free. She thanks herself for the courage, for refusing to stay silent, for choosing herself.
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