My mother will be moving in with us. I dont like that, my husband muttered, slamming the door so hard the hallway chandelier shivered.
The tea in my cup had long gone cold, and IOliviasat motionless at the kitchen table, unable to summon the strength to rise. My husbands words, uttered before he left for work, looped in my mind like a stuck record.
My mother will be living with us. I dont like that, James said, his voice echoing as he slammed the door shut.
In twentythree years of marriage he had never spoken to me so coldly. Wed argued, wed shouted, but never with that detached, alien tone. It felt as if a stranger stood before me, not my husband.
I rose, carried the empty cup to the sink, and walked to the window. From the ninthfloor flat, the autumnal park below stretched out in gold and crimson. James and I had chosen this apartment together, saved for years, denying ourselves many comforts. It was a threebedroom flatspacious living room and two bedrooms. One for us, one for future children, we had dreamed. Children never came. The second bedroom became Jamess home office, where he worked late into the night, bringing home paperwork from the firm.
Now it would belong to Margaret, his mother.
Margaret had always been a formidable womancontrolling, demanding, accustomed to overseeing everything. James was her only child, born late in life when hope seemed dim. She adored him to the point of obsession, never letting him take a step without her involvement. When he announced he would marry me, Margaret smiled at the wedding, but her eyes stayed icy.
For the first years after the wedding, Margaret lived her own life, teaching mathematics at a secondary school, visiting us only occasionally. Three weeks ago she suffered a minor stroke. She recovered quickly, but doctors warned that she could no longer live alone without constant supervision.
I was willing to help, even suggesting a livein carer. James flatout refused: I wont let a stranger near my mother. Yesterday evening he declared that Margaret would move in with us, without consulting me, presenting it as fact. This morning, as she began to protest timidly, he repeated the dreadful line.
The phone rang, pulling me from my reverie. On the screen blinked my old school friends name.
Hey, Claire, I heard my own tired voice.
Olivia, you sound like youre not happy to hear me, Claires tone trembled with concern. Whats happened?
Margarets moving in, I said, sinking onto the sofa. James just put it in front of me. He saidtake it or leave.
Wow! Claire gasped. Whens the move?
This Saturday. James has already booked the moversbed, wardrobe, armchair I closed my eyes. You know how things are between us. How will we live under the same roof?
I remember at your birthday last year, Margaret scolded you for oversalting the soup, right in front of everyone, Claire recalled.
Exactly, I replied, a bitter smile tugging at my lips. Now imagine that every day.
Maybe talk to James calmly, without emotion, explain your worries, Claire suggested.
I tried. He wont listen. He says the decisions made, nothing to discuss.
Then maybe speak to Margaret directly, start with a clean slate. Shes old now, its hard for her.
I hesitated. A clean slate after years of mutual dislike? Would she see any approach as weakness?
Dont know, Claire. I fear shell take any overture as a surrender, I admitted.
Not trying means youll never know, Claire said philosophically. How about we meet tonight? A café, a chat, a breath of fresh air.
Alright, the Aqua Café at seven? I agreed.
Deal. Dont worry, itll be fine.
Hanging up, I felt a slight lift. Claire had always been my anchor. Wed been friends since primary school, surviving first loves, university admissions, weddings, breakups. Shed endured a divorce; Id faced several failed attempts at motherhood. Wed always been there for each other in the darkest hours.
Now I had to decide what to do next. Leave? But where? My whole life was tied to this house, to James. Despite the quarrels, I loved him, and I knew he loved me. He was torn between his wife and his mother, and he had chosen his mother. Could I blame him?
That evening at the café, Claire leaned forward, propping her chin on her hand, nodding occasionally.
So, what have you decided? she asked once Id poured out everything.
Nothing yet, I said, stirring the lukewarm tea. I cant just walk away after so many years.
Of course not, Claire replied. But you cant stay in perpetual tension either. I know Margaret well. Shell monitor your every move, critique everythingfrom the stew to your hairdo.
I know, I sighed. I just dont see a way forward.
What if you find a compromise? Maybe a nearby flat for her, visiting daily, helping around?
I suggested that, I shook my head. James said no. Mother must live with me. Its sacred.
Clear enough, Claire mused. But perhaps you should try to build a relationship with Margaretfor the sake of the family.
How? I asked, eyes tired. Ive tried for years. She treats me like a thief who stole her son.
Try a different angle, Claire leaned in. Not as a daughterinlaw, but as a daughter. Shes a retired teacher, alone, terrified after her stroke. Maybe shes just afraid of being left behind.
I hadnt considered that. All my life Id seen her as a rival, not a lonely woman in need of companionship.
You may be right, I murmured. It cant get any worse.
Good, Claire smiled, tapping my hand. Start small. Invite her for tea before the move, discuss how to share the space comfortably.
When I returned home, I found James in the living room, eyes glued to his laptop, frowning over some document. He looked up as I entered.
Hey, he said, voice uncertain, as if bracing for my reaction.
Hello, I replied, hanging my coat and heading toward the kitchen.
He followed.
Tanya, we need to talk, he said, stopping at the doorway as I fetched the cups from the cupboard. I I acted rashly this morning. I shouldnt have spoken like that.
Youre right, you shouldnt have, I said calmly, setting the kettle down.
But you understand I cant leave Mum alone, he said, moving closer. After what happened
I understand, I replied, turning to face him. Im not suggesting she stays alone. But you could have discussed it with me first, not just presented it as an ultimatum.
Youre right, he lowered his eyes. I just knew youd object and I panicked, I guess.
Im not against helping your mother, I said gently. Im just afraid we wont get along under one roof. You know how strained our relationship is.
I do, he sighed. I hope you both can find common ground. For me. For us.
I looked at himhis greying temples, the lines around his eyes. I remembered his shy courting during our university days, the way we dreamed of a future sitting on a bench in Hyde Park. Twentythree years together was no small thing.
Ill try, I said finally. But you have to help me. Dont leave me alone with her. Be the mediator. And if anything goes wrong, we discuss it together. Deal?
Deal, James exhaled, relief softening his features, and wrapped his arms around me. Thank you, love. I knew youd understand.
The next day I called Margaret and invited her for tea. She was surprised but agreed. I booked a cab, since after the stroke she avoided public transport.
At three oclock the doorbell rang. Margaret stood thereupright, her silver hair neatly pinned, eyes sharp despite her frailty.
Good afternoon, Margaret, I said, forcing a smile. Please, come in.
Good afternoon, Olivia, she replied, her tone dry as she stepped into the flat. Is James at work?
Yes, hell be here late tonight. Hes finishing a project.
He never looks after himself, she muttered, removing her coat. Always the same, ever since his fathers death.
I led her to the sitting room where a tray of tea, scones, and fruit already awaited. She settled into the armchair, scanning the room.
New curtains? she asked, glancing at the windows.
Yes, we put them up last autumn, I answered, pouring tea. How are you feeling? James mentioned you were improving.
Okay, she said, taking a sip. Still a bit weak, blood pressure spikes. The doctor says Im recovering well for my age.
Silence stretched. I wasnt sure how to broach the upcoming move. Margaret stared out the window, avoiding my gaze.
James said Id be moving in with you, she finally said.
Yes, I nodded. Weve cleared the office and are setting up the room for you.
I know youre against it, she said, fixing me with a steady stare. You cant pretend you arent.
I blinked, surprised by her candor.
Im Im worried well clash. Were so different, I admitted.
Different, yes, she agreed. Youre young, modern. Im old, with outdated ideas. But theres no choice. James decided, so it is.
In her voice I heard fatigue, resignation, perhaps a hint of fear.
Margaret, I began cautiously, maybe we could try to get along, for Jamess sake. We both love him.
She lifted her head, as if puzzled by the suggestion.
Yes, we love him, she said slowly. Each in our own way. She paused, then continued, I suggested James hire a carer and keep me in my flat, but he insisted.
I know, I said, feeling a strange solidarity. He can be stubborn when it comes to family.
A stubborn lot, she chuckled. Our family is full of it.
For the first time in years, Margaret spoke to me almost as a peer.
Lets make an agreement, I said firmly. Youll have your own room, a place to rest and watch television. Ill cook for everyone, but if you need something special, just tell me.
She listened, nodding slowly.
And I wont interfere in your marriage, I added. But please, dont criticize me in front of James. If you have concerns, say them to me directly.
Fair, she agreed. Ill try. I could also help around the housesort the grains, peel vegetables. I cant stand at the stove much, but I can still knit. I still make those scarves you keep in the wardrobe.
You still have that sweater from graduation? I asked, surprised.
Yes, he treasures it, she smiled faintly. He treats anything that belongs to me with care.
We talked for another hour, the first genuine conversation in twentythree years. I told her about my work at the local library, my plans to start a reading club. She reminisced about pupils whod become parents, some now grandparents.
When it was time for her to leave, Margaret gently brushed my hand.
Thank you for the tea, she said. And for the chat. Ill try not to be a burden.
Youll be fine, I replied, helping her into her coat. Well manage.
That night James returned home. I recounted the visit.
You really talked? he asked, shaking his head. Without a fight?
Imagine that, I laughed. Your mother is actually an interesting conversationalist, and shes worried about being a nuisance.
I told you, James said, pulling me into a hug. All we needed was a chance to know each other better. He paused. Im sorry for how I handled things yesterday.
Its over now, I whispered, pressing against him. But please, from now on, lets discuss big decisions together. Were a family.
I promise, he said earnestly.
Saturday arrived. Margarets belongingsbed, armchair, a few boxes of books and photo albumswere wheeled in. I helped her settle into the former office, now her bedroom.
Its cosy, she remarked, looking around. Thank you for making space for me.
Its yours now, I smiled. Make yourself at home.
That evening the three of us dined together. James told jokes from work, Margaret recounted his childhood mischief, and I felt a strange peace settle over me.
Not everything was smooth. Within the first week Margaret criticised the way I ironed Jamess shirts. Remembering our agreement, she apologized. Minor spats over the TV volume, the thermostat, the open windows occurred, but we learned to compromise. Margaret began knocking before entering a room; I learned to prepare simpler meals suitable for her delicate stomach. James acted as the peacemaker whenever tensions rose.
A month later, I found Margaret in the lounge, leafing through an old photo album.
May I sit? I asked.
Of course, she said, moving the chair aside. She pointed to a picture of a young James holding a mathematics medal.
He was always serious, I remarked, smiling.
He was responsible, just like his father, she replied. My husband Victor was a man of his word. He died when James was fifteen, a sudden heart attack. Nobody was prepared.
She turned the page to a wedding photographshe, in a white dress, standing beside a sharply dressed man.
You were beautiful, I said softly.
We were, she sighed. Then time took its tollwrinkles, grey hair. After Victors death I swore never to let anyone get too close, lest I lose them again. I think I overprotected James.
And then I appeared, she admitted, eyes meeting mine. I saw you as a threat, fearing youd take him from me. It was irrational, but fear is a strange thing when children are involved.
I understand, I whispered. I hold no grudge.
She lingered on the thought for a moment, then said, I regret that you have no children. James would make a wonderful father.
Yes, I lowered my gaze. We wanted them, but it never happened.
I know, she said gently. Hes told me about your attempts, the treatments. Hes worried, and so am I.
Really? I asked, surprised.
Indeed, she nodded. Youre his wife, you love him. I should at least respect that.
Tears slipped down my cheek. Thank you. That means a lot.
When James walked in later, he found us kneading dough for an old family apple crumble.
Are you two friends now? he blurted, eyes wide.
Dont exaggerate, Margaret quipped. Im just teaching your wife how to make a proper crumble, not the mush you usually serve.
Mother! James exclaimed.
Its fine, I said, smiling. Weve agreed to be honest with each other. I actually want to learn this recipe. It smells amazing.
James shook his head, still in disbelief.
Later, alone in our bedroom, I turned to him. I think well be okay. It wont be perfect, there will be fights, misunderstandings. But well get through it.
I knew you could find common ground with her, he whispered, pulling me close. Thank you for your patience, for staying.
And thank you for letting me meet your mother, I replied seriously. Shes difficult, but theres something real about her. She loves you dearly.
I love you both, James said, grinning.
That night I lay awake, contemplating how easily our family could have unraveled over stubbornness and miscommunication, and how a single step toward each other could mend it.
Living under one roof with Margaret wont be easy, but now I know its possible. Two women, each loving the same man in their own way, can learn to at least respect one anotherfor his sake, and for themselves. Perhaps, in time, genuine affection will grow. After all, isnt the heart of a family accepting each others flaws, learning forgiveness, and finding compromise? Maybe true wisdom lies not in fleeing difficulties, but in mustering the courage to overcome them.
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