Just Give It a Try

The Whitaker family lived in a prefab council flat on the outskirts of Bristol. The father, Thomas, after being laid off from the factory, took up long-haul lorry driving, disappearing for months on end. His wife, Margaret, juggled two jobsworking as a cashier by day and cleaning offices in the evenings.

Their eldest daughter, 22-year-old Emily, was the familys pride. Mature beyond her years, shed enrolled in a local college after school to train as an accountant, eager to start earning and support her parents. Every sacrifice they made had one goalto give their youngest, Billy, a university education. Hed shown a talent for maths in primary school, and theyd pinned all their hopes on him. He was their “family project,” their ticket to a better life.

After classes, Emily did bookkeeping for a local businessman, and late at night, when the flat fell quiet, shed open her secondhand laptop. She wrote stories. Gentle, bittersweet tales about people who dreamed, loved, and searched for their place in the world. It was her escape from the grind and exhaustion.

One day, her school friendher only loyal readerconvinced her to submit a story to a writing competition. To her shock, Emily won first prize: a small cash reward and an internship at a newspaper in Manchester.

She decided to tell her parents over dinner, while Billy was in his room doing homework.

“Mum, Dad,” she began, pushing aside her plate of spaghetti. “Ive been offered an internship. At the Manchester Chronicle. Its a month-long. This could be my chance.”

“Whats this about a newspaper?” Thomas frowned, rubbing his tired face. “Youve got a steady job with Mr. Thompson. Good wages.”

“Its different, Dad. Ive… been writing stories. And someone noticed.”

Margaret stopped washing up. She turned, drying her hands on her apron.

“Stories? Emily, when did you find the time? You need your restyouve got work! And Billy needs help with his algebra!”

“I know. But this is my shot!” Emilys voice wavered. “I could do something I love. At least let me try!”

“Love?” Thomas stood, his shadow looming over her. “Whos going to put food on the table, then? You think I drive that lorry for fun? You think your mum scrubs floors for the joy of it? No! Its duty! And here you are, chasing some hobby while Billys futures at stake. Not another word about this until hes in uni!”

“Its not just a hobby!” Emily shot up from her chair. “Why does Billy get to dream of Oxford, but I cant want the Chronicle?”

“Because hes a lad! Hell support a family!” her father barked. “Your job is to marry well and not shame us! Filling your head with scribbles instead of finding a husband!”

The words cut deeper than anything. She took a step back, staring at their weary, bitter faces. They didnt see her as a person. Just an extra pair of handsfor them, for Billy. Arguing was pointless.

“Fine,” she whispered. “Fine.”

The next morning, she left almost all her prize money on the kitchen table with a note: *For Billys tutors.* She walked out with just a rucksackher laptop, a change of clothes, and printed copies of her stories.

The internship was unpaidthe papers way of scouting new writers. Churning out articles wasnt as thrilling as crafting her own tales. Journalism, it turned out, was less a creative paradise and more an assembly line. But Emily loved it anyway: the people, the buzz, the chance to meet characters and see life from new angles.

Manchester was expensive. She squeezed into a hostel near work and picked up night shifts at a café. Days were deadlines and edits, nights were slinging coffee. She survived on snatched sleep and meals of toast and tea.

One night, her mother called. Margarets voice was hoarse.

“Em… Dads in hospital. His heart. Collapsed on a job… Hehes been so worried about you. Are you even eating properly?”

Emily glanced at her dinnera stale sandwich. Her chest tightened with guilt and self-pity.

“Im fine, Mum,” she lied. “Hows Billy?”

“Missing you something awful. Marks slipping, homework half-done. And I cant help him…”

“Hell manage, Mum. Hell have to. Tell him I said hi. And Dad… tell him Ill visit soon.”

But she didnt. Instead, she sent half her meagre wages home, keeping just enough to scrape by. Yes, it was hardbut for the first time, she was free. Stories buzzed in her head, and she wrote nearly every night. One made it into a youth literary magazine. The pay was pitiful, but when she saw her name in print, she cried right there by the newsstand.

Six months later, the paper hired her full-time. She rented a tiny flat in a leaky-roofed shared house and felt like the luckiest person alive.

Then Billy showed up one evening. Taller, sullen.

“Sis,” he said, not stepping inside. “Im not going to uni.”

Emily froze.

“What? But you”

“Culinary college. To be a chef. Mum and Dad are losing it. Their golden boys let them down.” His voice was bitter. “Know why? Because Ive always hated maths. Always wanted to cook. But till you left, I was too scared to say it.”

He walked off. In that moment, Emily realised her escape hadnt just saved her. It had given Billy the courage to rebel.

***

A year later, a letter arrived from her father. Pencil on lined paper.

*”Love. Mum says youre in the papers now. Saw your name in a mag at a motorway café. Told the ladsthats my girl. They didnt believe me. Stay strong. Miss you. Dad.”*

Emily read it a dozen times. It wasnt forgiveness. It was acknowledgment. Proof she existed. That her voice mattered.

She stepped onto her damp balcony. Rain fell. The roof leaked, neighbours argued, but as she gazed at Manchesters wet rooftops, she knew this lifemessy, exhausting, herswas truly her own. No longer just “support” or “function.” She was Emily. A writer. The author of her own story. And that was worth every hardship.

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